This is a lovestory that gives you hell.

Wow, what a performance from Charles and Penny tonight on SYTYCD. I was a bit worried that they wouldn’t pull the routine off considering they were dancing to Beyonce’s “single ladies” and to anyone who has seen the video clip for the song will agree that its nuts, but they did pull it off, very well mind you. Also who those who pulled it off, Chanelle and Loredo, Max, Lamb, Danny and Kat {who which I found out, her mother teaches Macedonian dancing} yay go MACO!!

Yesterday as most of you know was Valentines Day. Yesterday was a year since I went to Melbourne, a year since my Idol recognised ME, a year since Andy was my valentine and a year since Mr Owens birthday. So before I continue I would just like to say happy belated birthday Scott.

Yesterday, I literally did nothing; all I did was lay in bed while listening to my IPod and eating chocolate. In the morning my I watched a movie and then spent the day just bumming around the house with Edward and Bella. Last night I could not avoid going to my cousins house warming. I caught up with relatives that I haven’t seen in so long, I drank and laughed and also witnessed something horrible. I was in the front yard with a few of my young cousins when a lady came screaming out of her house, a man ran after her and caught her by the neck and put his hand over her mouth and dragged her into the garage. Police came and everything, it was so scary and but it makes me think, what kind of valentine is that? Poor girl.

Today I got up had breakfast and went to my brothers house with my sister to chillax. We watched an episode of Greek, man I love that show, I love, love, love it. I have not missed an episode to date, even though I do not have FOX at this house.
I had a very unusual breakfast today, I had three types of teas, White tea, Apple and Blackcurrant tea and green tea, and they were all delicious. I just thought you should know.

Valentine’s eve Friday night, I got up to trouble with my travel buddies, we went to a bar that we always go to, we drank cocktails and made toasts to “being single”. We chatted for a while then went to the other side of the city for a midnight dinner where I had the best veggie Kebab, that wasn’t enough so we walked across the road when it was pouring down to get a chai latte, we sat there for hours talking about our trip and how guys are clueless and sometimes stupid and then we made another toast to just that.

I also celebrated not only being single but that day was my last day at work, so now even though I am slightly jobless I have no way in paying for my trip, but I am not worried, because as someone once said to me “If you really want something, you’ll find a 100 ways to get it, nothing is impossible” but you are probably wondering why I have no job now, well there is only one reason and one reason only, and that is to pursue my dreams and with that, I am happy, I will go back to my dance lessons, I will go back to school and I will go back to where I belong. NYC, here I come. I know I will find a way, one way or another.

Speaking of Valentine’s Day my love, I don’t know where you were, but somewhere in this city underneath the same sky, I know you were the fabulous man that you are.
Out of all days, that was the day I want you here with me. To tell me things that only you know, tell me your secrets, your dreams, your passions. Tell me about when you were young and the things you got up to. Tell me the stories you were told, tell me everything that runs through that little head of yours. I wanted to eat cookies and drink tea with you, I wanted to play guitar hero with you even though I’d lose, I wanted to watch a movie with you, any movie you picked I would watch but only if that got me closer to you.
Though I hardly know you and sometimes I feel I don’t know you at all, when you look me in the eyes it feels like I have known you for all my life. And I want that feeling to last forever. I really do, even though nothing lasts forever.
I haven’t seen you in so long, yet all these stars above me look like you.

Moving on. Did anyone see Thursday night’s Victorian bushfire telethon appeal? It was amazing, I am so glad everyone did a little something, and I was proud to watch my boys on the screen and cheer for them as they did something good, not only they sang their little hearts out but they also did a big little something, they donated 10 thousand dollars from their own pocket to the appeal. Boys, boys, boys. I love you.

Well before I go, I did that “25 things you don’t know about me” thing, but I changed it to 30, so here it is.

1. I sleep with bugs bunny and a little toy puppy called Dylan
2. I am a constant sleep talker and say the most freakiest things
3. I love figs, though I never catch them when in season. Today was different though, thanks to mum.
4. I have fallen asleep while my head was buried in a book.
5. I find I am more active at night, that’s when I do my cleaning and dancing.
6. I am a superhero called rainmaker. And my trusty sidekick is my phone. AKA sidekick
7. My hair is short and I can’t tie it up how I could a month and a half ago. It makes me sad
8. ask anyone, I have an obsession with NYC
9. my life is never on track
10. On my first day at kindergarten I punched my teacher in the cheekbone.
11. I love cheese
12. I change my hair constantly
13. I love my job, though I still don’t know what it is.
14. I always have a pen attached to my hand, always.
15. I love taking photos, coz they almost last longer than mental images.
16. Nothing lasts forever.
17. The song I last sang was: Maitland Street.
18. Johnny wont leave me alone even though I want some time with Will
19. I love JG and a three other boys
20. I would love to be a ballerina
21. I want to dance and sing
22. I have so many idols though three stand out from the rest.
23. I have never been in love, and if it is close to what I am feeling now, I never want to be
24. I have six best friends, Chris, Andy, Scott, Halle, Tyson, Dylan and Bugs bunny.
25. my life is a movie and sometimes I can hear the background music
26. I always feel like I am in the front line of a musical, where I have to sing every word I say
27. This is my lucky number. for those of you who can not count, it's 27.
    
28. Greek and SYTYCD are my fave shows.
29. I love French Bulldogs and Pure breed Boxers.
30. I love him. I want him. If only he knew.

I think I should go before I write a book, so chao chao. I'm Gana Dance!

p.s tuesday I go back to dance class.

p.p.s, I have been putting two songs on repeat for the last three weeks, Taylor Swift's Lovestory and All American Reject's Gives you hell.
I think the title of this post makes sence now, does it?